well friends, i am going to be hibernating for a while. at least until the new year, which surprisingly is not too far away. this blog has been a blessed place for me to process but lately my need for public displays of thought and emotion have disappeared. in fact, i have an intense need to be alone and be in this place privately with curtis and a few friends.

thank you for reading and praying, laughing and crying with me. i am not sure how this will play out for curtis and i but i do know that right now we are sad and angry and grieving.

i hope you all have a merry christmas. 

love and blessings.